I want someone to prove me wrong.
You tell me I can trust you and you pull something that makes it hard to happen.
Freshmen year is almost over. I can’t believe it. I am honestly going to miss it here at Rutgers. The people I met have became close friends of mine that I know I will keep in touch with. Haha we already discussed having a house together for junior year. I can’t wait for that. I am going to miss walking around the hallway, going into their rooms and just hanging out there. Having simple talks and just laughing the night away, especially times when there is comfort and happiness needed. I am excited for sophomore year, taking classes with friends but also meeting new ones. This year may not have been perfect but there were sure great moments that I will always remember. Cheers to the end of freshmen year. :)
I miss you but I know I don’t deserve the things you’ve done to me.
I was talking to a friend at 4am. He was telling me how he met this girl and he knew she was the one. Whenever he heard her name, his face would light up. He just wanted to be around her and hope that the friendship they created would bloom into something more. He told me that she wanted to learn how to read star constellations, so he was planning to learn it on his own so that he would be able to teach her. That is what I want. I want a guy who is willing to try, put in effort to show that they really want to be with me. I want that feeling of butterflies whenever I hear my guy’s name. I want to smile so wide that just hearing his name would probably make my day. Everyone tells me, good things come when you wait. I’m waiting and even though I want to give up, I won’t.
I never met people that fcked up before. You two deserve each other.
How do you tell someone your problem if they are the problem.
